The Panda is Sleeping...

Dinosaurs and Dragons

2011-06-25T17:40:00.003+08:00

I've always had an indescribable liking for dragons and dinosaurs. Since young, I love to see dinosaur figurines (see only, cuz no money to buy) and pictures of dragons. When I know I can draw, I would start to doodle disproportionate dinosaurs that look like dogs, except the long necks and Stegosaurus. I would stare for long durations on dragon illustrations, looking at how the artists drew a fantasy creature in such a realistic way. The lighting, the brush strokes, the emotions, the power...

If given the chance, I would really want to go back in time, to the Dinosaur World, or even the medieval times when dragons "could have" existed.

What would it be like to ride a dragon, soaring in the blue skies; or go on adventures with my dragon... I'm escaping reality again...

When I have the free time, I will certainly draw more dragons and dinosaurs, hopefully can achieve the levels of those dragon and dinosaur illustrators that I admired for so long...

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On a side note, I noticed my desire to leave footprints in the cyber world had decreased a lot. I rarely blog, rarely post photos, rarely update statuses.. LOL

Ignorance is Bliss?

2011-04-19T10:08:00.002+08:00

Ignorance is bliss?
I DON"T THINK SO

When you turn 21, please fast fast go register to vote.
Help to change our future.
We'll get stuck in a shithole if we keep ignoring the politics.
Either they change, or we change them.
Which is easier?
Think on your own.

Boyish girl

2011-04-16T08:31:00.004+08:00

My shoulder is broader
My arms are kinda big
(muscles and fat-scles developed duing highschool)
I have no waist
I have small boobs
I look like a boy
I'm not the usual girly girl
(I'm a tomboy to be exact)

Who cares!!!

(Go find Cornet body shape)

HAHAHA! I'm happy with it!

I'm sorry I cannot save you...

2010-11-17T00:27:00.003+08:00

15 November 2010

I witnessed an event that would change me and my life...

I was stuck in a jam before a toll, and saw a little kitten sitting on the road right in front of my car.
My first instinct was "I should get Evie to get down the car, and grab the kitten to keep it safe from cars"
But I did not open the door...
Then, the kitten crawled near a car in front of me, but stopped right in front of the rear wheel.
I noticed the impending doom that was about to happen.
My heart was screaming "Get your ass down the car and save the kitty!"
Yet... My arms are not moving... My brain is telling me the road is not safe and I should not get down...

Then guess what happens after that?
The wheel ran over the kitty's head right in front of eyes...
Left it struggling in pain, rolling on the road in agony...
And what did I do?
I just sat there!
I could have saved the kitten, but I did not...

After the incident, I kept reminding myself...
I must follow my heart at times like this...
I had ignored my instincts and emotions for far too long, only to be replaced by rationale and logic...

What I can do now is just to pray that its soul can rest,
and pray that I had more strength and bravery during these situations...

I changed... I lost the happiness in my smile...
So wished I had the Dagger of Time to turn back time...
Hope this emo-ness is just temporary...
Because it has started to inflict pain in someone's heart...

Feeling down

2010-10-28T18:36:00.000+08:00

I'm feeling down...

and lovesick...

all of a sudden.. =P

Gender Stereotypes

2010-09-14T19:03:00.003+08:00

I remembered back to primary school that time, how I used to question to myself why the textbooks keep showing the "father" sitting on the couch reading newspapers, the "mother" cleaning the house, the "sons" playing football, the "daughters" reading books or helping to clean the house.
I could not understand why gender stereotypes are so heavy in society. It kinda angers me when I hear adults saying:

"Aiyer, girl cannot learn taekwondo, later become very rude, nobody want marry you"
I admit on the "rude" part la, but wont be rude til nobody can accept bah? Futhermore, it'll just be a bit "boy boy" like that, not to the extent of becoming a "leg shaking nose digging smoking and cursing" that kind of guy lah...

"Ei, you are a boy leh, cannot play with gong zai (means plush toys or dolls)"
Dude, who say cannot? Is it illegal? Will it turn your boy into a girl by playing with dolls?

"Okay class, boys go play football, girls go jump rope"
=.= jumping ropes are way too boring... I heard some even say girls cannot play basketball, can only play netball... Even sports you need to enforce stereotypes to it?

"Eh, boys no need to do housework de la. Ah girl ah, go sweep the floor!"
Normally spoken from old folks...

"Girl play game? Hahahahaha!"
Is that a laugh of embarrassment, astonishment or teasing? I even encounter a "guy" saying "girls cannot play game la, go play with your barbie dolls la!" FYI, I dislike barbie dolls...

"Eh? That guy drew this smiley face? Hahahahaha!" (gives a weird look to that guy)
You got problems with smiley faces? Who set up the rule saying guys cannot draw smiley faces on notes?

I can go on and on...

To educate people to look beyond the gender stereotypes and accept people for what they like, what they do and who they are, I believe education must start young. I do not trust formal education can help much, therefore only from the homes of children must we banish enforcing stereotypical rules to them. It should not happen that you ban your daughter from playing with Power Ranger guns and swords, or bar your son away from furry soft toys.

P.S. Sometimes I think I am pansexual. Not sure bout that yet...

Highschool of the Dead

2010-09-03T23:32:00.003+08:00

Highschool of the Dead is rilly not bad!
We've seen tons of zombie movies that features lumbering handicapped zombies,
groaning and murmuring,
then suddenly senses the characters' presence and attacks them like frenzied dogs with rabies,
and a hero jumps out and blasted their heads off with a pump action shotgun!
And occasionally some social and emotional breakdowns which includes random stinky guys wanting to r**e the hero's girlfriend, or something like that...

But Highschool of the Dead!
Yes, it has all the bloody violence (which are sadly being censored with blinding light or infinite shadows)
And very very big boobs with lots of fanservice (which I find no interest.. haha~)
It also has a scene where some random guy wanting to do something dirty to the main character's love interest (who will be later killed by the main character to protect her love)
But there is more to this anime (yeah, I'm watching the anime, not the manga)
The anime discusses on social breakdown if the world has no order.
And also the moral corruption in the characters as the infestation goes on,
putting lives at danger, needing to "kill" to survive.
As well as "pretending" to "survive".

I'm sure it'll get much more interesting as the anime goes on.
I'm prepared for the morbidity! >.<
Looking forward to the next episode!

Take a break

2010-09-03T23:28:00.001+08:00

I need a break...
I rilly need a break...
But no sem break is gonna give me that break...
Work work work...
Teach teach teach...

I wanna play games... T.T

Missing someone... badly...

Become One Really Idiotic Nonsensical Girl - B.O.R.I.N.G.

2010-08-24T00:29:00.004+08:00

It is a boring day today
Boring boring boring boring boring...

PHD = Permanent Head Damage

I miss my bear T.T

Need to wait two more weeks to see you again is rilly pain lo~

Let there be light...

2010-08-22T18:47:00.001+08:00

There lies an endless path shrouded in mist,
Full of bumps and cracks ahead,
But I hope we can walk this path together,
Hand in hand,
Heart to heart.

3rd Anniversary

2010-08-15T23:25:00.006+08:00

14 August 2007
The first day we started

14 August 2010
The 3rd year we began

It's a fun day today^^
Thx for the ring and necklace^^
Although I just give you a handmade cellphone strap... paiseh >.<

Had a fun day, watched The Last Airbender. Not too sux, I should say. CGI is beautifully done. Story, no nid to say, it was awesome from the animation~ Good thing they didn't change much on the storyline^^ Actors and actresses? Well... Honestly, they cannot act very well, and their fight scenes are like turn-based RPG... Get what I mean?

Then BBQ Plaza together, also invited dear's buddy, Chun Kiat~

I love the bouncy prawns.... ^^

When it's time to say goodbye, I dun wanna say goodbye T.T

Miss you...

And thanks for the great day, and all the days for these 3 years together with you^^

May the force be with us...

I'm "chained" to you liao de o (as you described) Haha^^

Energy Booster

2010-08-06T15:59:00.002+08:00

I found back my energy and optimism!

Life is tough, but it'll all work fine in the end if you persevere~
I'll just do what I want and what I can
I don't need to give a damn what are "industry standards"
Life is an art!
It's sad to see Malaysia's design field is nothing more than another business
Selling designs rather than hardware, food, services etc etc.

But no matter!
I believe I can survive!
(My dream wasn't wanting to be famous anyway, haha)

Hang on with me^^
I need your bear hug to keep me going!
USHHH!!!

Perceptions of Being Different

2010-07-25T01:37:00.002+08:00

Why do ppl call you weird when they know you like anime?
Why do ppl call you disgusting when you say you tried to cosplay?
Why do ppl call you childish when you say you love Pokemon and Digimon even til now?

Who said young ppl must go clubbing?
Who said we cannot continue loving Pokemon and other children cartoons when we grow up?
Who said girls must wear skirts and high heels?

Why be normal?
Why can't we be different?
Why can't we do what we like and get respect for it?

All these perceptions of what we should do, why we do, what is forbidden...
All are controlled, constructed and shaped by media.

Do you wonder why some otakus prefer 2D characters than a real 3D human?
It's just because the reality is too harsh.
You cannot blame them for escaping reality.
Have you ever wonder what had caused the reality to become so sucky?

If the world is a Utopia, there will be no need for playing The Sims...

XD
This is not emo talk
Just my perception on media and how media controlled us ever since we are being unleashed into this ugly dirty world full of sick ppl doing sick things... XD

Karate Kid

2010-07-08T00:28:00.003+08:00

Karate Kid (2010) is GOOD!
Although it should be Kung Fu Kid rather than Karate...
But the story is like... 70% the same with the old old Karate Kid XD
Total remake!!!
BUT NICE!!!
Funny and heart-warming...
Makes me wanna learn back my Taekwon-do and Praying Mantis Fist again.. T.T
Those times... Good times...

What I noticed from martial art movies...
Western: I am so great, I can learn your martial arts and beat you Asians with it!
Asian: My martial arts is the best, and I defeat you "guai lou-s" with it!

I shall not comment further on this^^

EMO.....

2010-07-07T20:03:00.003+08:00

People in my class had been kinda depressed lately..
Me too...

Is it because of the heavy projects?
Or... the future?

We were once so crazy and funny...
Now everyone seem to be... "matured" (as what one of my lecturer said... =.=)
No longer so "sot",
no longer playing pranks,
no longer making funny jokes,
just stare at the computer or frown everytime when thinking about projects...
If I stop watching anime and playing Pokemon and computer games,
my last scarce bit of childhood is gonna disappear,
which I HONESTLY do not want that to happen...
I don't wanna grow up...

I once saw my future as a firefighter saving people,
then as a police fighting crime like 陀枪师姐,
then as a vet,
then as a comic artist,
then as an illustrator,
then as a multimedia designer (watever that does...)
Now... I cannot see the path ahead...

I do not want to work overnight every week in the company for the rest of my life...
I do not want to get taken advantage by the "seniors" out there because i am going to be a "junior designer"...
I do not want to go home and see everybody asleep in the house...
I do not want to have brain cancer or watever cancer because of overworking...
I don't know what I want now...

Time is so destructive... (and constructive at the same time)
I fear...
I fear...
Fear...

Near 20...
I gotta do something to my life...
Gotta get out of comfort zone...
Gotta do a lot of stuff...
Gotta finish my projects...
Being team leader is so fking stressful... (for "that" project only)
OMGWTF I WANT TO GET A REST!!!

Time

2010-06-16T21:33:00.002+08:00

There was once a time you laughed at almost anything.
Though now the coldness and cruelty of the world had numbed your senses, you can still find a way to put that spice back into your life.
I still remember we once were still shy to ask each other out.
Now we already meet every two weeks like a norm, like we are used to it, and became a routine.

We used to message really long messages to each other.
Since when did our messages only contains a "^^" or "XD" or "X3"?
Time is a fearful and powerful force in nature...

I do not blame "time".
I do not blame you.
I only blame myself...

If only we lived nearer...

The Myth, System and Media

2010-06-01T23:03:00.004+08:00

During kindergarten
I always wonder why girls have to wear skirts and boys have to wear pants.
I always wonder why girls play dolls, boys play guns. I mean... dolls freak me out... I only play with an animal plush toy, a not-functional toy gun, and my box of trusty Lego that never bore me out.

During primary school
I always wonder why do I have to go to school, study hard, get more A's, and follow the rules.
When the teachers say "stop talking", we have to stop talking and listen.
Nobody dares to ask any questions or utter a sound when the teacher is teaching, even though teachers tend to ask "any questions please ask now." Then silence... And teachers continue teaching.
I always wonder what is the use of memorizing chinese essays and idioms then vomit them out in little tests that requires you to fully memorize the meaning of the idioms as well as a whole page of essay.
I always wonder why some of my classmates change the language to Chinese when watch cartoons in Cartoon Network or Nickelodeon or Disney Channel. I mean.. The dubbing sux... They say they don't understand English well. I just gave a shrug.
I always wonder why I spend hours and hours playing computer games, watching cartoons and watching documentaries in National Geographic Channel, yet adults keep refraining me from these shows and games. I mean... I learnt a lot from these stuff I do when I'm free... I already know about the Big Bang theory by then, and it boggles my mind to think that the universe is ever expanding (or is it now? Who is sure about that?)

During high school
I always wonder why the heck do we need to memorize nilai-nilai from Pendidikan Moral and the essays must contain the definition, if not, fail. I mean... Isn't Moral a personal thing? Do we depend on the system to determine our Moral gets an A or not?
I always wonder why rape cases happen and wonder if those guys don't have hands.
I always wonder why other girls talk about shampoos, cosmetics and dresses while I talk about games and animation.
I always wonder what's wrong with playing basketball and soccer and the teachers force us to play the very boring game of Netball....
I always wonder if is it really gonna affect my studies if I get into a relationship. I mean... look at my SPM results...
I always wonder why people think that studying Art is bad and stupid.

Now
I know...
Media...

All things around us are shaped by the media. The media is controlled by... (you know who... starts with a G)
We are forced to be stupid...

I've stopped reading newspapers, watching news on TV, and quit Facebook games (kinda wasting my time)
I want to get out of this myth-creating system, but I'm responsible for creating myth in the future because of my future career.

Such irony...

Dusty blog

2010-05-05T01:27:00.005+08:00

*puff* look at all the dust!

My blog is full of it.. >.<
I fell in love with animal and nature photography~^^
Wish to be able to achieve the professional standards of the photographers from National Geographic!
Anyway, I met a char siew that dunno the difference between soya sauce and char siew sauce.. =.=|||

Btw, Savanna Dry Cider is shweet~^^

Byebye~^^
And I miss u my bear^^

And my blog is boring~ wee~

陷入沉思

2010-03-04T00:55:00.003+08:00

心如止水
却
坐立不安

坚持己见
还是
退一步海阔天空？

直接主动
还是
默默等待?

安静的夜里
却
不能安眠

ActionScript 3.0

2010-01-29T00:01:00.003+08:00

I feel like wanna sing K.

Btw, if Flash can translate my thinking into AS3 directly,
it would be of great help to my game...
Darn it...

function gotoSleep(e:Event)
{
eva.gotoAndSleep(1);
}

stage.addEventListener(Event.ENTER_FRAME, gotoSleep);

I don't wanna be 20 years old!!!

2010-01-20T21:55:00.003+08:00

Why other 20-year-olds do things that 20 years old should do, and look like 20 years old,
while this little girl here still prefer plain old t-shirt and jeans and look like 15 years old?

I don't care~^^
I don't wanna grow up like you adults do~ Bleh!!! XP

Another "think too much" thought of mine

2009-12-24T02:52:00.001+08:00

Why people can call girls as "chicks"

But no people call guys as "dicks"?

Epic Scene in Star Wars

2009-12-12T21:08:00.002+08:00

Darth Vader : Look... I... Am your f**ker...

Luke : NOOOO~!!!

Epic...

*No offense and hatred towards Star Wars,

I'm a big fan of the movies,

but this parody just came up in my mind

The things in my mind

2009-12-10T22:21:00.003+08:00

When things get represented in any form,
they are altered,
they are modified,
just to suit the human mind,
because that is the very nature of humans.

When everything is
modified,
changed,
altered,
SIMULATED,
the real becomes more and more valuable.

But as human civilization evolves til now,
many "truths" had been perverted and changed,
some are just pure fake that we perceived as real - the hyperreal,
then are there still any "real" left?

When all things are under the simulation process,
all that's left of the "real",
the untouched "real",
are the leftovers of the world,
hence the "ugly truth",
as humans tend not to touch anything
dirty,
ugly,
hideous.

Even when we sit and do nothing,
when we are thinking,
or even praying in our hearts,
we already are simulating images for our mind,
and when we start simulating,
we are changing what is "real",
maybe because it seemed nice in our minds,
or because we just don't know what the "real" is.

What is real?

I believe that...
What i think is real,
it is real.
And all things are real,
even though they are fake or artificial,
because to me,
they are genuinely fake...

XP

What does chicken taste like actually...?

Simulacra and Simulation messing up my mind~

Damn...

2009-12-08T09:30:00.003+08:00

I wish I can tell you how selfish you are...
How disrespectful you are...
How unsympathetic you are...
How unloving you are...
How self-centered you are...
How you treat other people...

I think you will want me to treat you as good as her when you get old,
why can't you just let me do what I think is not wrong at all?
Why must I follow what you think is right?

Kill me with this book

2009-12-05T17:45:00.003+08:00

Everything is socially constructed.

Leng lui~

2009-11-29T22:01:00.003+08:00

I still love drawing...

Duh...

2009-11-03T00:25:00.003+08:00

I want to play Fable 2.... /rice

Being good is easier than being evil in Fable... >.<

Fable - Best game ever played!!!

Dragonfly

2009-10-29T20:10:00.002+08:00

If there is a dragonfly in the car,
the car is speeding at 100km/hr,
and if the dragonfly wants to hover in the air in the car,

does it need to fly at 100km/hr also?

The terrors of Facebook

2009-10-27T14:48:00.002+08:00

Many people are addicted to Facebook dy...

Be cautious! Technology is controlling you...
You are giving away your 一举一动 in real life
through Facebook to people all over the world.

Did you know that?

Just a thought...

2009-10-06T21:53:00.003+08:00

Some men think that they are honouring women,
by singing beautiful verses and adoring women's bodies,
often being obsessed over imagining what they'll do to treasure them.
But they are not respecting women,
at all...

They treat women as bodies to provide pleasure to the senses,
thinking that by complimenting their figures
and bow down low to their "heavenly" bodies
as respecting them...
Often dragging other men down to their lowly level
of primitive males that drool over the sight of a woman's body...
Singing out loudly on how they adore women's figures
as if other men did not know the existence of such wonder...

Yet all this...
Is just a foolish act and disrespectful behaviour to a woman's mind...

That's why these men rarely get women to be their partners in life...
Because their behaviors speak clearly to women to not choose them
as these men are truly "visual-based animals"...

Upload photos for... FUN!

2009-10-05T23:09:00.003+08:00

Q: What is your dog's breed?
A: Hotdog

Q: What's the name of your dog?
A: Eva

Photos taken in handphone during Genting one-day trip:

P.S. you don't need a DSLR camera to take nice pictures... XD
(spoken from a poor girl's mind... T.T)

Ranting runt running...

2009-10-03T00:23:00.003+08:00

Woohoo! No need to do another part-time job!
('cause I dunno how to do it anyway.. XP)

4 more weeks of "work-i-days" to go...
-.-|||

Nobody reads my blog, but I don't care anyway.. X3

Work work work...

2009-09-29T22:20:00.003+08:00

GAH~!

Gotta work hard... Gotta work hard...

Maybe can get another part-time job soon, layout designer...

DOUBLE INCOME~!!!

(squat in a corner counting possible amount of money earned this holiday)

Rawr~ another post that have no suitable title...

2009-09-15T23:18:00.003+08:00

6 more weeks of "work" break...

During semester break, everyone busy resting, I'm busy working...
Work oso.. sien dao.. But for the sake of my money, gotta endure anyway..

I miss drawing cartoons~

My style is no longer so "manga-ish" dy, more to cartoons campur sedikit Digimon/Pokemon..

Well.. At least I think that's a good thing.. XD the world is overusing manga style already, better to have my own special-a-bit style...

Missing 2D hand-drawn animation.. I better get a thick notebook and start a flipbook.. ^^

我想不到要给什么题目。。。

2009-09-09T21:47:00.002+08:00

跟你讲

。

我

。

一天里面破完

GBA version Summon Night: Swordcraft Story!

很无聊吧

。

下个星期又要做工了

。

现在要尽量玩！

Kindness...

2009-09-07T00:28:00.003+08:00

I tend to like characters that have very kind smiles... but a saddening story behind them...

Seta Soujiro (Rurouni Kenshin)

Himura Kenshin (Rurouni Kenshin)

Nigihayami Kohakunushi - Haku for short (Spirited Away)

Ichijouji Ken (Digimon 02)

TOA.... Lei hou yeh...

2009-08-18T21:43:00.003+08:00

To everyone who are interested in studying design, if your passion for art and your HP and DEF is not strong like a Tanker, better don't choose TOA...

Reason #1
TOA sucks your HP like Venusaur's Giga Drain, render you with low energy and even no energy at all.
Example : Stuffing tons of data called "Knowledge" from 9am til 6pm to you non-stop, and you need to rush your assignments from Mon to Sun, everyday, using every bit of your time (this includes resting, eating, playing, and leisure time)

Reason #2
With the presence of the heavy overloading projects, pushing you to the brink of collapsing everyday, getting nearer and nearer to the DEADLINES with each passing moment, you will need a heavy boost of Iron to buff up your DEF so that you can tahan the non-stop attack by TOA.
Example : Each day there are new tasks to be done in such a short time that makes you wonder if the lecturers thought that you are only studying for his/her subject only. Without a strong DEF to persevere, you will KO soon.

Reason#3
You are actually working your butt off, for completing assignments, yet you are not paid.
Example : Yes, we all know we are paying to learn in TOA, but think about this... We are expected to finish our projects and do it professionally, yet we are still learning and haven't gained the EXP and SKILLS to beat the boss. How can a lvl 5 Torchic beat a lvl 50 Kyogre? We know TOA are pushing us to break our limits, but you can never expect your students to know everything about the software or skills and also... Do you notice even a simple A2 watercolour paper costs RM3?

Reason #4
You are expected to be an all-rounded artist or designer who can take every matter into your own hands, and does it like a pro.
Example : Idea development, sketching, storyboarding, programming, animating, finishing, compilation and presentation. These are all the categories that need to be done by ONE person... You... Whereas in work, you normally just need to handle one or two, at most four. Yes, we know we are students and need to learn everything, BUT! Try do all that in 5 weeks... AND! Both concept and outcome have to impress others.

Reason #5
Studying in the Degree Course doesn't make life any easier. We are the first batch, the white mice, we are now struggling to live under TOA's torture chamber, while they take notes and derive conclusions on how much we can tahan their torture as well as our MAX HP and DEF.
Example : Hell! We didn't even went through Diploma, learnt Photoshop, Illustrator, Flash and all those less than 2 months, what makes you think we can do projects like pros who worked for a few years? We are still new to the course and the criterias, and you seem to expect we all can learn so fast?

The above, are 5 main reasons. So... Brace yourselves if you want to enter the dungeons of TOA, prepare lots of Potions a.k.a Coffee that keeps you alive - most of the time. Don't mind getting into Degree or not, I bet life will be easier in Degree after they tested us, the first batch...

Sorry if I talk like gaming, TOA pushed me to madness and I get hyper very easily after joining TOA, after drinking any sort of hyperactive-inducing fluids such as Carbonated Water, Milo, and my Berserk Potion - Coffee...

Thanks my bear for accepting such a broken down yet hyperactive person... HAHAHAHA!!! You are my Awakening Potion!!!

*Hyperactivity levels increasing... Beware...*

Half sem gone?!

2009-07-01T19:59:00.002+08:00

Short Film in progress... 50% done.. I think...

Ah well...

世界末日不够远，不是爱你的终点~

Gregory Weir

2009-06-29T21:46:00.003+08:00

Gregory Weir games... Nice~
They aren't mainstream like other flash games...
His games are all story-telling, and very interactive in a sense that you get diff endings according to what you choose to do.
Unlike other games, which are either shooting or action or puzzle-solving, he focuses on the action-consequences concept, and the story-telling. Pretty much like an RPG game, but no violence.
(It sounds a bit boring, but I admire his simplistic style as well as his view on games, which can be used to do something different than those conventional shooting or fighting or war games)

Check them out!
Search for How To Raise A Dragon or The Majesty Of Colours or Bars of Black and White

Bump my posts, neglected blog for long time...

2009-06-18T00:40:00.002+08:00

Web design, short film, n 5 cyborg drawings~!!!
And I havent start anything yet!!!
Woohoo!

Btw...

I changed hair style again!
(Every semester, different hair style.. XP)

Yes!!!!

2009-05-20T22:49:00.001+08:00

Stepping into degree year 1!
Yay! Subjects seem fun to me! I get to design games, websites, and animations too!

WOOHHOOO!!!!

凉宫春日的忧郁

2009-05-04T21:20:00.002+08:00

Haruhi!!!
超帅的！

Hirano Aya - Lost My Music

YES!

2009-04-08T21:02:00.003+08:00

Yes!
Title sequence Plan A done 70%, but was thrown into the dustbin!

Yes!
We decided to use Flash animation to do the Title sequence Plan B!

Yes!
We havent decided what Plan B is going to be!

Yes!
We only have 1 week till submission deadline of our Plan B!

Yes!
We are going to start Plan B from 0%! Tomorrow!

Yes!
Sweet taste of deadlines and stress!
Welcome to the art industry, buddy...

FINAL!!!

2009-04-02T20:24:00.002+08:00

Last 3 weeks!!!

Rush!!!

Drama final presentation at April 20th... 7pm start... in Block M, near Point Extreme de classroom... Huhuhu... Can act le... Wakakakaka^^

爱钱到死。。。

2009-03-10T18:09:00.001+08:00

Stupid bastards...

Wah~ Homework!

2009-03-04T22:04:00.002+08:00

Homework homework homework!
Essay 15 pages... Our History of Art lecturer gave questions and criteria that only he can understand... T.T

Example: Comment on the significance of exploring the relationship between the art movement culture and its new interpretation portraying a stylistic progression from a more realistic/naturalistic representation to a more abstract representation that emphasises the flatness of the installation over content or narrative.

What the heck is that supposed to mean?

二月十五日

2009-02-23T00:29:00.004+08:00

二月十五日
我失去了一个很重要的东西。。。
但是。。。
我却很开心！

（嘿嘿。。。肯定有人会想歪歪。。。但是事实并没有那么的歪。。。^^）

至于是什么。。。
嘿嘿。。。
猜猜看^^
猜中就送你一巴掌^^

为什么！！！

2009-02-10T22:09:00.002+08:00

早前听到大人们说起《叶问II》会有周杰伦演出，之后大人们便一起很兴奋地 zat 周杰伦根本不会武功，做什么武功戏，还要很白目地说：“你看，他们（就是我们小孩）不爽了，哈哈哈哈！”

我xxxxxx......

Good heart lo... 为什么大人们就是对周杰伦有偏见，一定要以貌取人？！

草蜢蜕壳！

2009-02-03T21:27:00.001+08:00

在路边拾到的。。。哈哈。。。

Stackerz II

2009-02-03T21:22:00.007+08:00

嘿嘿。。。

Stackerz

2009-01-29T18:36:00.005+08:00

最近喜欢 Stack things up... XD

Twins

2009-01-13T00:40:00.003+08:00

Identical twins don't like to be differentiated.

Lol.. Shortest post so far.. XP

2009

2009-01-01T10:37:00.003+08:00

新年快乐！
看看去年发生了什么事^^

2008
1. 被送去NS...
2. 发生灵异事件---NS里的一根电灯杆会当有人走过时立刻关掉，并在没人时又开回去。。。
3. 进TOA
4. 在TOA被功课折腾
5. 半工读
6. DOTA!!!
7. RO!!!
8. 看到颜帅！两次tim!!!
9. 很多令人心跳的事---不要讲。。。 =P
10. 黑眼圈加深了

哈哈！不是很多东西，但都对我来说是很有意思的^^

明年呢？

2009

我不懂，从来没有做新年目标的习惯。。。
哈哈，有路我就走，没路我开路!

祝大家新年快乐！^^

十二月三十号

2008-12-30T20:33:00.003+08:00

十二月三十号
去年的今天，
我在民都鲁的国民服务营-Kem Similajau
准备在一个陌生的环境
对着全部陌生的人
度过三个月。
别离之心
好痛苦。。。

转眼间
一年了。。。
那三个月内发生过的事
开心的，疯癫的，被骂的，骂教练的，恐怖的，阴风阵阵的。。。
和思念的。。。
仍然历历在目。。。

女玩家

2008-12-26T13:27:00.002+08:00

女孩子玩电脑游戏，真得那么稀有吗？

Friend: Ei, see this DotA pic.
(I turn to 8 8 also)
Me: Wat DotA?
Friend: You dunno de la, you got play DotA meh?
Me: Got a.
Friend: Dun lie la...
Me: U dun believe ma, u say out whichever DotA hero I also know.
Another Friend: Ei, no joke o, dis girl play Counter Strike also u know?
Friend: Wah, so rare o, female gamer...

哈哈，真的很少女子玩DotA吗？

Sem 2 Finish!

2008-12-16T17:21:00.001+08:00

Semester 2 FINISH!!!
Wahahaha!
Working again.. No holidays for me.. lol~
Dun care la, at least my job is easy money^^
Sit n type for 8 hours, get RM40, feels like playing SDO when doing the job... XD
And can curi tulang secretly, like drawing and doodling a while when need to rest a while...
Haha, many ppl say my job is boring, but den ah... Maybe will bored at first, but once u get to know the ppl there, it's fun^^
Addicted "a bit" to doing data entry... XP

IELTS Over!

2008-12-13T17:54:00.002+08:00

IELTS 考完啦！
Woohoo! 终于可以轻松下来了！
希望可以拿到 Bandscore 6 以上！不然，明年又要拿出RM530来重考。。。
Comic Fiesta 要到了！哈哈哈！我要拍多多靓仔靓女 Cosplayers 的照片！^^
今年不Cosplay了，我要陪我的Bearbear逛街。而且而且！那天颜帅也在Sunway^^

朱豪仁！

2008-12-11T00:22:00.003+08:00

朱豪仁是我小学校友！
对！就是在尊孔小学！
翻看2000年的校刊，发现了！
就在6B班！
Woohoo~!

血淋淋。。。

2008-11-18T21:05:00.004+08:00

哇哈哈哈哈哈哈！
以上就是我手术割下的鼻子软骨。。。
应该是小时候打羽球，被羽球拍打到鼻子软骨断了后，再歪斜斜地自然生回去，阻塞着鼻子的通道，所以一直以来我都是用一个鼻孔呼吸。。。（而我竟然以为大家都是一样的。。。）
血淋淋的软骨。。。

现在虽然还有一点塞着，因为缝针后伤口还没好。但是我终于感受到用两个鼻孔呼吸的感觉是多么的好了！^^

嘿嘿。。。介绍了大概五个人和我们一起玩InsaneRO了。。。爽！^^
GM 给了一个 Marina Hat 做奖励！^^
Bear bear, 以后有一大班朋友和我们去Bio Lab踩场了！^^

思念

2008-11-10T22:35:00.002+08:00

最近好忙。。。忙到没什么时间做工。。。
很想念你。。。
两个星期了。。。

拜五我去做手术了。。。
希望以后能正常的呼吸了。。。

我。。。
很想念你。。。

Field trip

2008-11-03T22:01:00.002+08:00

Today lazy to type chinese... XD
Haha, long time no update blog liao, been busy lately with tons of final projects...
Last Friday n Saturday went to Juteras Sdn Bhd, an architecture firm in Kampung Subang Baru for field trip ( so sad o... so near my dear but cnt meet with him... T~T )
We nid to do a sculpture to decorate the pond there, so we were divided into 7 groups, and each group were required to make a chair.
Yes, a chair.
With any materials you can find in the architecture firm there.
Lots of bricks, zinc, slades, wood, glass, pipes, and bamboos there...
Hehe... After we got our ideas, we start to build our "stone bench" on the 2nd day...
Woh~ imagine carrying 10 full loads of bricks and stones to the spot we chose under the bright hot sun....
So... During Sunday... My muscles pain like hell dy... >.<

哇！！！！

2008-10-23T22:05:00.002+08:00

Yer... 做么功课那么多。。。 Exploration week 原本是假期，现在却要每天上课，根本不用叫 Exploration week 了啦！

星期三，Computer Application 的老师，讲了一句很酸的话。。。

他说：“Normally the 2nd class is better than the 1st class, because the 1st class did the assignments earlier and had set a standard for you all, so you can surpass their standards.”
那堂课是我们交上我们自己 trace 自己的脸的功课。。。

其实，我蛮不爽这位老师。。。
第一堂课时，他的说话和态度给我觉得他很大男人主义，而我，正不爽这种无脑的原始人。。。

之后，我不爽他，他也好像不爽我们的班，才会讲出那种没脑的酸话。。。
他不爽我们的班的原因好像是我们太安静，不够1st class 吵，嫌我们闷，但是，我们安静的原因是尊敬你，听你教课，难道你要我们在你讲课的时候大吵大闹？？

不管啦，我们就是要把功课做到美美，你吹啊？

搞定！

2008-10-19T22:45:00.001+08:00

是不是吓死人呢？
哪一个是我画的呢？
哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！！！

用了大概十个小时的作品。。。
爽死了！^^

Eee... Lei Ying tagged me.. XD

2008-10-18T21:28:00.003+08:00

RULE #1
People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

1. If it was the last night on earth with your past, what would you do?
Wat is "my past"? Hmm.. if last night... i wan go find my dear^^

2. If you can have a dream to come true, what would it be?
Together forever happily with bear^^

3. Do you have a malicious mind and how bad does it goes?
Always have... Quite evil oso.. XD

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Multiply that billion dollars ten times, den spend the rest of my life in seclusion...

5. What inspires you?
Anything in the world, if I have the curiousity to know more about it.

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
Haha, being able to love someone^^

7. Is there anyone that you've waited and how did it last?
No nid to wait le, cuz oledi have^^

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
Forget that person.. lol... No nid waste time waiting for nothing...

9. If you like to act with someone, who will it be? Your gf/bf or an actress/actor?
Haha.. dunno leh... I'm bad in acting, only know how be clown.. XD

10. Will you invite for ex bf/gf to your wedding dinner?
Hmm............ Maaaybe...

11. How would you see yourself in ten years time?
Rocking the world with my comics

12. What's your fear?
Creepy situations...

13. Metaphorically speaking, what are the 5 things that keep you alive until now?
Meat, family, bear bear, my drawing tools, computer

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Married but poor~

15. What's the first thing you do when you wake up?
Step out of my bed?

16. What kinda girlfriend/boyfriend do you think you are?
Sot? lol...

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?
Both oso dun wan, unless I find a reason to give up either one of them, I won't choose.. XD

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
Hmm.. Depends on who dat person is lo...

19.Do you prefer being single or having a relationship?
Having a relationship

Tagged
Dunno leh... Who wan do can do lo... lol~
If rilly wan... then...
Check ur chatbox... XD

功课

2008-10-12T22:08:00.005+08:00

最近很忙。。。功课一箩箩。。。 Design的功课尤其的繁重，又要做3D sculpture, 还要 research for final project, 一开始做功课就好像忘记时间了，进入一种忘我的境界，不做完它，永不罢休，所以。。。到最后还是做完功课。。。 XD
忙着忙着做功课，不能和 Bear bear 玩 RO。。。 T.T
对不起。。。最近有点忽略你了，少了和你玩的时间，也代表着少了和你“不间接”在一起的时间。。。

我。。。
想念你。。。

不知道何时能再见到你呢？
暂时。。。只有在梦中与你相见了。。

Yatta~!

2008-10-09T21:21:00.007+08:00

用了八个小时。。。

对着电脑。。。

用尽精神和注意力。。。

终于。。。

完成了！！！

用Adobe Illustrator trace 出来的喔~

自爽-ing...

Btw, 我的病情好很多了。。。虽然还在咳嗽，弄到Evie一直讲很吵。。。T.T

从太平回来了！

2008-10-04T21:41:00.007+08:00

星期四直到今天，跟家人到四个地方旅行-Alor Setar, Butterworth, Taiping, Bidor^^

首先！登场的是。。。

Alor Setar 的 Muzium Padi!

是不是很美呢？其实。。。这都是在Muzium里的一个塔内，墙上画的画！而且，以上两张照片只是一小部分而已！

接下来！Taiping Zoo!
我只放好笑的。。。

有点三级。。。

之后！到我妈妈的家乡-Bidor!

那只青蛙是我在姨丈的芭场内找到的。

另一个是我外婆家。

回到家后，我。。。

生病了。。。

Fever + Flu + Cough + Sore Throat

死不死？

TAGGEH by Sue Ping

2008-09-30T23:15:00.004+08:00

Instructions, Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question, make it a total of 19 questions. Then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.
1. What Are Your Nickname?
Panda

2. What Is Your Most Favorite Thing To Do?
Drawing!!!

3. What Kind Of News Do You Read?
Wierd stuff

4. What Is Your Favorite Color?
Blue?

5. Is There Someone In Your Heart Right Now?
Of cuz^^

6. Do You Believe You Can Survive Without Money?
Barter system leh?

7. What Are You Afraid To Lose The Most?
Bear bear...

8. What Do You Feel Like Doing Right Now?
Go find bear bear and give him a big hug^^

9. If There's Someone That You Love, Would You Confess To Him/Her?
Yup, but hints 1st.... lol

10. List Out 3 Good Points Of The Person Who Tagged You.
Funny, friendly, cute^^

11. What Are The Requirements That You Wish From Your Other Half?
Feels the same love as I do for him...

12. Between family and friends, which is more important to you?
Family.. lol

13. If You Had To Eat One Thing For The Rest Of Your Life, What Would It Be?
Meat! Preferably beef... lol

14. If You Had A Choice To Be Rich Or Happy, Which One Would You Pick?
When I'm rich I'm happy, when I'm happy I'm rich (in the psychological aspect)^^

15. If You Have A Chance, Which Part Of Your Character You Would Like To Change?
Emotional

16. How Do You See Yourself In 10 Years Time?
Comic artist that rocks the world!^^

17. What Is The One Thing You Love About Yourself?
My crappiness^^

18. If You Can Bring Only One Thing Along With You To Another World, What Would It Be?
My computer installed with DotA and internet connection

19. What Is The Type Of Song You Like To Listen? ( Music Genre )
Rock!

I taggeh...
Evie, Chee Meng, CPU, Kam Hin (i put 4 only la... u blow a?)

龙！

2008-09-29T20:25:00.019+08:00

今天在Sunway，自己一个人，没事做，画龙吧！^^

(左起）
夜龙·守护之翼
水龙·潜翼
土龙·遁石之翼
雷龙·苍天之翼 (这个我最不满意。。。 XP)

Tagged by CPU

2008-09-29T19:56:00.004+08:00

Tagged
The last person to tag you is?
CPU

What relationship of you with him/her?
"Chao gei" gang

Your 5 impression towards him/her.
a) Evil laugh
b) Taller than me
c) Dota pro
d) Good "chao gei" friend
e) EVIL LAUGH!

The most memorable thing that he/she had done for you.
Dota?

The most memorable thing that he/she has say to you.
Back back back! (in Dota) *then later i kena pawn by other cuz i cnt manage to go back*

If he/she becomes your lover, you will…
Become deaf because of his evil laugh...

If he/she becomes your enemy, you will
Killed by his evil laugh...

If he/she becomes your lover , he/she has to improve on..
A more evil laugh

If he/she becomes your enemy , the reason is...
Dota?

The most desirable things to you to do to him/her
Dota and dota

The overall impression to he/her is
Dota pro + "evil laugher"

How do you think the people around you will feel about you?
Crap talking freak

The character for you for yourself is?
A wandering panda that draws in the shopping mall (especially Sunway Pyramid)

On the contrary , the thing you hate about yourself is?
Sometimes too emotional n stubborn

The most ideal person you want to be is?
Comic artist that lives in seclusion

For the person who cares and likes you, say something about them.
Feeling hot? Tell me.. I will cool you down with my crap-talk and cold jokes^^

Ten people to tag-
1 Evie
2 Chee Meng
3 Kam Hin
4 Debbie
5 Ching Yee
6 Sue Ping
7 Yi Lin
8 Bin Yun
9 *blank*
10 *blank* - No more ppl lar...

Who is no.2 having relationship with?
Me!^^

Is no.3 a female or a male?
Male

If no.7 and no.10 be together would it be a good thing?
Eto... sry a, dun have no.10 XD

How about no.5 and 8?
Cnt cnt!

What is number 1 studying for?
Foundation in Communication Design (currently)

When was the last time you have chat with them?
When our "chao gei" gang decides to go on a mission to CC again.. lol

Is number 4 a single?
Nope^^

Talk something about no.2.
My bear bear~ Gambatte during this Hari Raya week!^^

生日+ 聚会！

2008-09-28T11:10:00.005+08:00

昨天，九月二十七号，是Bearbear的生日，也是我们中学时朋友的大聚会！当天有五个人一起庆祝生日，也就是Pei Shian, Chi Ping, Hun Yen & Alfie！

我们在Sunway Pyramid的Nando's “拆屋子”，整间店都好像被我们弄到像Pasar一样吵和乱，也不懂是不是我们吵，店里的顾客好像比平常多。。。 XD

Ching Yee瘦了哦！一开始看，好像很脸熟，却认不出是谁。。。看看看。。。原来！Ching Yee 来的！有够力美了哦！恭喜恭喜ChingYee瘦身成功！^^

当天。。。我。。。做出了我从未做的事，也不懂我哪里来的勇气。。。（哪~不要想歪！想懂我做了什么，看看Bearbear的Blog吧！^^) 现在心跳还未平复。。。XD

希望以后我们能在一起聚会！很想念中学时跟你们疯癫的日子！^^

壁虎

2008-09-21T20:54:00.006+08:00

Woooo! 有壁虎!

哈哈，一只小壁虎在悠闲的爬着。突然间，眼前黑暗了，周围暖暖的，还听到有个妖怪在叫着：“捉到了！”

一只壁虎，就这样成为了我的猎物。。。

哈哈，没法子，我就是爱玩！^^

很小只罢了。。。^^

Attention! 请注意！

2008-09-20T18:17:00.003+08:00

一年一度的Comic Fiesta要到了！
今年会在20-21December，在SunwayPyramid Convention Hall，也就是在SunwayHotel里面！
时间是11am-7pm！票价还为肯定，希望不会太贵。。。但是难得一年一次的，也值得啦！
哈哈，一定要去哦！^^

酒？！

2008-09-16T21:38:00.003+08:00

虾米？你喝酒？

哇唠！Bear Bear 尝试喝酒了喔！

而且还是Vodka, 不是搞搞振的喔！

好！

我可以开始train你喝酒，酱子就有一个人陪我喝了！^^

下次带你去Bon Odouri喝日本Sake，要不要？^^

The Kisser...

2008-09-14T18:43:00.012+08:00

哈哈哈！这就是我画的漫画，是为了功课的，我要做多一点罢了。。。^^

We meet again, grandma... lol
这个是老师要我们设计一个Superhero但用两个老师给的字来设计。我抽到Phonebook & Lips...

Tagged by Debbie~

2008-09-13T11:01:00.007+08:00

Would you rather..?

1. Would you rather be poor but happy, or rich but sad?
Poor but happy, den find money to be rich

2. If you’re stranded on an island with your best friend and there’s nothing to eat, would you rather eat your best friend or let him/her eat you?
Island got wat? Sea got food? I wan seafood~!

3. If you had the choice, would you rather be good-looking but stupid, or smart but ugly like hell?
If I had the choice, I wan good-looking and smart can ma? lol... 1st option ba, intelligence can be gained, face nid good-looking, gotta plastic surgery, later my nose fall off eh...

4. If both your best friend and your boyfriend/girlfriend are drowning at the same time, and you can only save one person (and you cannot throw yourself in to drown with them), who will you save?
Boyfriend lu.. Cuz he dunno how to swim^^

5. Would you rather eat 5cm3 of shit or drink 1 litre of urine?
Drink btr lo.. Eat shit a.. Yucky eh... At least urine has a big water composition, it only stinks with urea.. lol

6. If both your best friend and your mother are drowning at the same time, and you can only save one person (and you cannot throw yourself in to drown with them), who will you save?
No nid.. Cuz both know how to swim... Haha, but I'll save my mother, I cnt lose her~

7. Would you rather be gang-raped or be raped once but have cucumbers/pencils/scissors stuffed up your vagina/butthole?
Give them money n tell them go buy some AV or go brothels den get AIDS...

8. If you are forced to shoot either of your parents, would you rather shoot your mother or your father? (and you cannot shoot yourself)
Shoot the sky till no more bullets, c how u force me...^^

9. Would you rather get raped or have your boyfriend/girlfriend cheat on you with your best friend?
Lol... I dowan both... U blow a? XP

10. Would you rather have a boyfriend/girlfriend with the biggest heart but no brains, or a boyfriend/girlfriend with the biggest brains but no heart?
Biggest heart but no brains, cuz I plan to go live in seclusion anyway.. XD

11. Would you rather marry someone 5 years younger or someone 20 years older than you?
5 years younger of cuz, I dowan marry an uncle...

12. Would you rather live a short life but die very peacefully, or live a long life but die a very horrible and painful death?
Live a short life but die very peacefully, die horribly very horrible...

I tag...
Bear bear~!!!

孤单

2008-09-12T21:32:00.002+08:00

孤单，
真的有好吗？
孤单，
代表自由吗？
孤单，
不觉得孤独吗？

今天自己一个人，在McD坐了五个小时。独自一个人，在那儿画漫画，画呀画呀，只觉得无穷的孤独感绵绵不绝地涌入心头，周围走过的人，都当我是动物园的动物，走过，便望着我画画，直到他们的视线不得不离开我。
我真的有那么可爱吗？
屁啦！别人只当我是一只会画画的猴子罢了。。。

“噢。。。她在画画耶。。。”
“是咯，在McD画画吧。。。”

以上，是在我隔壁桌子的一群人所讲的话，听了后，真的觉得我是怪物。。。
没关系，反正我已经被吸入我漫画世界里头，不介意的了。。。

想找人聊天，但没有我认识的。大家，去玩的去玩了，回家的回了。

好像。。。回到我中一中二时。。。那时，不懂什么是朋友，因为小学时被太多比赛压着，不知道要怎么交朋友，所以我才有轻微自闭症。。。（现在没有了，变成过动儿了）那时。。。我就是在班上独个儿在纸张上涂鸦，画漫画，做功课。。。其他同学们则快快乐乐的和朋友们聊天。。。那时，世界是光明，温暖的。。。而我，是黑暗，冰冷的。。。幸好没走火入魔，这要感谢我中三的老师-叶晓薇老师，她让我觉得，其实在这世界上是有人认识我的。。。

孤独感，
如刀割在心里头，
冷冷的刀，
慢慢地割。
想哭却哭不出，
只想让那把刀，
折磨自己，
够了后，
自然会消失。

手

2008-09-05T21:24:00.003+08:00

不懂为什么，我又开始燃起对某群不知廉耻，变态下流，不能被称为人的“人”的愤怒之心。。。
这群“人”又是谁呢？
就是我一生来最憎恨的。。。
强奸犯！！！

这些无聊贱格的公狗，竟然有胆干下人神公愤，值得天诛地灭的坏事。。。

To贱格的强奸犯：
你们懂不懂因为你们的行为，毁掉了多少无辜女孩们的未来，希望，自尊心，精神，自信，心理健康等等。。。你们去抓女孩来霸王硬上弓，FOR WHAT??!! 自己想do，也不用毁掉别人的嘛！
你们有料的话，自己去找个老婆来do，有老婆，你敢讲你“控制不了”吗？

OK，我懂你样衰，贱格，没有女孩想和你这个变态狂共渡人生，那么你不会去找妓啊？（Sry，我不是在promote娼妓的行业）

没有钱？？！！

omg... 难道你忘记你有一双很有用的手吗？上帝赐给你一双手，而不是两双腿，是有他的原因的。。。

什么？你说你干那种事，是为了显示你的力量和对别人的控制欲？你X的。。。控制控制。。。控制你的头！说什么“我时常被人压抑，我要发泄我的苦，我要控制别人！”这类的话。。。屁股啦你！整天找这种借口，是不是男人哪？要的话，跟压抑你的人拼过，show him who's boss，何必找无辜的人来发泄？

好心你们哪，换着是你无端端被别人抓去插屁股，你会怎样？插回他的屁股？我无话可说。。。你们这种狗，是很难改过的，只希望以后那些想要和你们同流合污的人能冷静思想，不要随随便便伤害别人，和。。。
善用你们的双手。。。

插错线。。。

2008-08-29T21:05:00.004+08:00

昨天跟Bear Bear出街，就开始一直讲废话，想废东西，思想一直会歪一边，已经不能自拔，头脑Wire正式宣布。。。

插错线！！！

但我不打算修理回去，废废底，灵感才会来嘛。。。 哇哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！！！
此外，想的东西一直歪歪地，咸咸的。。。我承认，我很咸色的，人不可貌相，我是其中一个例子咯。。。

我也想看看Wire插错，可以持续到几久，但是恢复了也一样，因为我本来都已经是废材一个！

对！做了两个星期的工，我的工钱有RM356.25！
YEAH!!! 我有一个月半的零用钱了！！！^^

哪~ 我懂你有在心里笑一笑了，不要假假了，你酱子要笑不笑的样子很好笑咧~

坏消息！

2008-08-26T21:12:00.002+08:00

惨啦。。。不懂以后还可以和BearBear至少见两次了吗。。。
好。。。可怜。。。 T_T

但是，比起我在国民服务当时，好很多了。。。
那时。。。三个月没见过一眼，又不可以和他沟通，因为只有星期天能用手机，但是他做工，而且手机费用贵，谁叫我被派到砂劳越。。。
比起来。。。至少好一点。。。

没关系，我相信我们能渡过这一关的！！！

加油！我们一起渡过这个上天为我们设的难关！^^

有工作，没工做。。。

2008-08-25T22:54:00.004+08:00

没有工给我做啦。。。
都怪我太劲了，一下子做完工，弄到自己没工做了。。。
所以。。。今天去偷玩。。。
玩什么？
玩。。。
爬楼梯！！！
是的！我今天和Evie爬了45层楼梯。
四十五！！！
首先，从第17楼，爬下去。然后搭电梯上回17楼。之后，不够喉，再爬到第3楼又爬回上去，总共45楼。。。哇哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！！！
很好玩一下的，有空去试下吧！^^

想象力

2008-08-23T14:32:00.005+08:00

哇哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈哈！

我懂我太无聊了。。。

这个Idea是我和Evie姐放工后，讲废话时想到的。。。

这是它的Link:

http://www.wretch.cc/album/show.php?i=ablackpanda&b=1&f=1607438055&p=6

假期。。。

2008-08-21T21:36:00.003+08:00

别人假期，在家里休息。。。
本人假期，在公司结冰。。。
今天。。。很。。。冷。。。
整天下雨，冷气又冷到死，工作又显到要命，为了什么？
就是。。。

接下来三个月的零用钱。。。

Sorry啦。。。我只是想要发牢骚一下，我撑得下去的！！！

打机

2008-08-20T21:14:00.007+08:00

话说回来，我好像有够久没有玩DotA了咯。。。有两个月吧。。。有点想念我的拿手Bear Bear---Ursa Warrior （我是指DotA里的Bear Bear，不是真人的）还有Drow Ranger。。。我专用他们来K人的。。。哈哈。。。虽然不是说很劲那种啦。。。

不久前到CC玩一玩Counter-Strike。。。哇~刺激到~ Debbie简直劲到杀人不眨眼，每一场 kill 最多就是她。。。佩服佩服！还好我们一起对Bots，不是跟她打。。。

讲到CS，开始想念在国民服务中开M16。。。哈哈，超好玩的咧，枪声砰砰声，我还记得我好像拿了6th or 7th Best Sniper，忘了。。。嘿嘿。。。射玩了后，教我射枪的那位阿兵姐讲我射到很准，弄到我飞到天空中，飞啊飞啊~

哎呀。。。飞到酱远了。。。回来回来。。。

讲久没玩DotA，功力肯定退步很多了，要勤加练习咯。。。不然会对不起我的Ursa Bear Bear和Drow Ranger。。。

钓鱼·耕田

2008-08-19T20:16:00.003+08:00

当你看清楚大自然的规律，你能够发现到一些人生的道理。。。

今天和Bear Bear讨论着一样东西，但是。。。不要讲给你们听，给你们心痒痒，哇哈哈哈哈哈哈！（这一招是从Bear Bear身上学回来的。。。）
大致上，发掘到的道理是，勉强没幸福，勉强会带来痛苦。。。

就好像钓鱼一样，你必须有耐心的等待鱼上钓，不能轻举妄动，不能太心急，慢慢地等鱼游过来，不然如果太冲动，鱼就会游走，可能不会回来了。。。

在耕田也一样，要每一天浇水灌溉，放爱心与心机去把稻苗种好，要一步一步的耕耘，不可以随随便便把它拉高，这样稻苗才会结出美味的稻米。。。

一步一步来，才能使某样东西更踏实，更坚固。虽然偶尔冲动一下会很好玩，但不能过多。俗语说：物极必反，器满则倾。保持中庸之道，顺其自然，让感觉和直觉带你走。。。^^

一周年！！！

2008-08-18T21:21:00.001+08:00

八月十四日。。。是我和Bear Bear的大日子。。。

转眼间，一年了咯。。。

一年内。。。发生了好多事。。。好事也有，坏事也有。。。

在这一年内，我们有三个月没见面了，但很庆幸的是我们没有因为这而放弃，是有吵过，但我们之间却变得更坚强。。。

在这一年内，我们只能勉强的两个星期见一次面，但我们并没有因此而变得冷淡，反而更懂得珍惜对方。。。

发生了许多事，但好事占多，这是值得庆幸的。。。

感谢老天让我和Bear Bear在一起。。。希望我们永不分离。。。

愿能执子之手，白头偕老。。。

开张咯！！！

2008-08-17T01:41:00.000+08:00

哟！大家好！黑熊猫终于肯开始部落格了！有没有很开心？我懂有的啦，不要假假了啦!

我是个长不大的小孩，看我身材你就懂，看我幼稚的行为你更懂了。

我几男子头一下，也几粗鲁一下（看我驾车你就懂了。。。），看到小孩子就想欺负，看到小狗小猫就想拐带回家，做事无厘头，说话一定要废到你冷，小学时有轻微自闭症，在中学时曾经是大家姐（武术团罢了，不是黑社会啦。。。），现在读学院时变成过动儿，怕鬼戏却爱看鬼戏，怕高却爱走吊桥时的刺激。。。

但，我非常感谢我的Bear Bear那么包容我的一切，永远守护着我，永远在我身边。。。^^